Drunken Owls and Other Delights

I'm actually kinda happy that I have this Saturday off as I so rarely get a full weekend off! This week's day job schedule has been unconventional as I'm doing four midshifts (11.30 - 8). Not my favorite shift but when it's just busy enough it goes by rather quickly. Today and tomorrow I am playing the role of front end manager, which I haven't done in a while. I notice that each person at this shop plays it differently -- one of them just logs onto a register and checks all afternoon, while another one monitors the self-checkouts so they can also be available elsewhere if and when needed. Me? I'm more of a 'put me where you need me' but I also get to do a bit of mental chess playing by ensuring everyone gets their breaks on time. And I'm basically running that position because I'm the one available to do it on those days.

So what's going on creatively? Not much to report. Theadia is going in the right direction bit it's a bit of a slog and I'm definitely starting to feel the 'I want to do something else now' twinge that I tend to get toward the end of my projects. Not that I'm losing interest, just that my ADD brain is ready to latch onto the next big obsession. It's always been like that, I just have to deal with it and power through. I think what I need to do is what I did with The Balance of Light: make a rough outline of all the plot points I need to hit between now and the end, get it in a nice order that makes sense and flows well, and that should make things a little easier.

That said, just hoping that the next three days are uneventful and go by quickly, because I'm looking forward to a relaxing weekend!

My blogging schedule has been a little out of whack lately, partly due to my day job schedule but mostly due to just not being in the mood lately. I'm not giving it up, I think I just needed a bit of a break so I could get used to all the day job stuff (new store, added hours, learning new processes, waking up early, etc.). Things are slowly going back to normal however, so I'm sure I'll get back to it all eventually.

Meanwhile, I'm finally getting things back in order. Our taxes have finally been done (I usually never start this late!), I've made some serious headway in the Theadia revision, and I'm actually getting some well-earned sleep lately. Can't complain.

(Why yes, I am listening to Sgt Pepper while I write this, why do you ask?)

It seems to be official that I will be transferring to the new store on the other side of the park, a request I'd wanted for a good couple of months now. I'll be starting there on the 8th, but I'm thinking that I'll stop by during one of my days off this week just to make sure everything's smooth as possible, and that any scheduling conflicts are few and easily adjusted. Patience and stubborn will has paid off! Yay me!

I'm really looking forward to the change of scenery, actually. I've been at this company for exactly four years (I was hired late February 2022, even though I didn't actually start until mid-March) so it's probably good that I change it up a little. I'm familiar with my next store as we'd shopped there plenty of times before my current one even opened up, and I do know a handful of people who are already over there. It's also a much bigger store so chances are I'll feel a little less hemmed in as well.

In creative news, I'm still feeling a bit agitated by a few passages in Theadia that might sound a bit clunky, but I'll fix that on the next go-round. This is taking a bit longer than I'd expected, but I've decided not to worry about deadlines at this point. It'll get done when it gets done! And now that it's a new month and I've realigned a few of my creative and personal plans, I fully plan to kickstart the music and art I've been wanting to focus on!

So all in all, things are doing pretty well, can't complain!

I've been doing a lot of thinking about changing things up creatively. I mentioned this on my Welcome to Bridgetown blog the other day, but I'll explain it a bit more here: I've been focusing on my writing as an almost-daily thing for what, about thirty years now? At least since early 1996 when I bought my first PC and figured that if I was going to make this a successful thing, I was all in, working on something almost every single day. [Not counting the occasional points in time where Real Life Stuff took precedence, of course.] 

Thing is, writing wasn't the only creative outlet I've always been interested in. I of course have a clinical obsession with music, so it only makes sense that I've always felt a bit of an urge to explore making it to some degree. I've started a few garage bands and recorded dozens of incomplete demo ideas over the years, but I've never gone any further than that. I've also had a love for visual arts which unfortunately has not been given much attention at all.

So I was thinking...I'm at a good point in my writing career. It's no money-maker, but I'm proud of the seven books I've self-published (and the eighth one I'm on the verge of finishing). I've learned a hell of a lot in that thirty year stretch. I'm not burnt out, and the spark to do more is still there. But over the last several years, I've had this feeling...as much as I enjoyed dedicating so much time with my writing, I always felt like my other two creative loves fell by the wayside. It frustrated me, because I'd want to write songs or draw something or focus on photography (a newer and unexpected interest) and yet the outcome always fell far below my expectations. I knew it was because I wasn't allowing them enough time and focus, and at first I tried juggling them with my already full writing schedule AND the Day Job, but I've finally admitted that wasn't enough.

SO. 

What I was thinking was that, perhaps once I finish Theadia and prep it for self-publishing, I was going to take a bit of a creative breather and instead shift focus to one of those other outlets. Like I said: music and visual arts. I know enough at this point in my life that I can get away with not having to relearn too many of the basics -- and besides, I'm more of a learn-as-I-go person than a take-classes one anyway. And as always, I love doing things DIY. 

Does this mean I won't be writing? Well, no...just that I won't be writing every single day. If an idea hits me that's worth trying out, I'll give it a go. And I'll most likely be following up on the Trilogy Remaster soon enough as well.

I just want to see how far I can take my other creative endeavors for a while.

Here we are, last day of 2025. It's been an interesting year to say the least.

Not only did we move to new digs, we now own it, a fact that is still blowing my mind. I hit some rocky points in the Day Job but I'm still there and still managing to remain in control of the situation. I've rereleased a new edition of my first novel. I've made major leaps in my current project Theadia. The current administration still aggravates the fuck out of me, but I'm learning to react accordingly instead of spiraling. All in all, the pluses definitely outweigh the minuses.

I do of course have things planned for next year. I'm thinking Theadia will drop sometime in the latter half of the year. I'm going to start working on the remaster for The Persistence of Memories as well. And speaking of things creative, I've been wanting to revive my love for art and music creativity for years now, and I think I finally have the time and the spoons (and the tools) to do it. As I've mentioned earlier in my writing blog, it's all about the approach: do it because I enjoy it. That's all. No endgame, no sellable goal.

On a more personal level, I do plan on getting in better shape. I am in better shape compared to before I started at the shop, but there's still room for improvement, especially considering I'm getting older. Get more stretches in. Better posture. Go for walks on my days off. And of course, make it a point to start getting yearly checkups! I don't plan on being sedentary anytime soon and this will of course help.


On that note, I hope everyone has a creative and positive 2026!

Well, it's about time we got our winter rain! We'd normally be getting these downpours around this time of year, but it's been dry and cold the last several weeks instead. Per the forecast it's supposed to be like this for the next several days. [Which is good, because we've been bad and haven't visited the garden lately.] The downside being that all this humidity is probably going to give me a migraine. Bleh! This rain of course will also bring out all the terrible drivers, as I've already witnessed on my brief trip to the Ace to buy a few things this morning...

Meanwhile, the new direction I came up with for a secondary character in Theadia seems to have been a really good idea, as I'm having a much easier time writing the scenes now. I'm always fascinated when I manage to work out a troublesome issue with a story with a surprisingly easy answer! Just goes to show that I should continue to trust my writer instincts instead of trying to force something that may or may not work. I just need to keep working at it!

It's the day before Thanksgiving which means that today's shift will most likely be super busy and kind of bonkers, so I'm REALLY hoping we're well staffed. Doubly so on Black Friday, because they've been short-staffing us on that day recently, and I'd rather not be run ragged because I had to do three peoples' jobs, thankyouverymuch.

Either way, it looks like I'm back to less than forty hours again, which on the one hand is kind of frustrating but on the other hand it will keep me from overexerting myself and getting sick at the end of the year because of it. I wouldn't mind more hours and I'll probably need to ask the boss about it soon enough, so we shall see.

Meanwhile, am I FINALLY getting some new words down for Theadia again? Yes I am! It took me a little bit to get my mind in the right place for the scenes I need to write, so hopefully I can ride this for a little while so I can fill in all those blanks. And once that's done, I can finally finish the dang novel and get it out there! Woo!

Oh hi there! It's Sunday afternoon, which means it's time for my usual weekend errands of laundry and gardening (today was a community garden clean-up day, in which A and I spent some time picking up trash and also cleaning and reorganizing the sheds so they're less of a hot mess). We got home just in time for us to get our awaited IKEA delivery (a drying rack for A's knitting and a storage caddy for the laundry room).

It was also high time for the PC cleaning. I've been forgetting to run the cleaner software as of late, so said PC was quite happy that I gave it a very thorough once-over this time. It definitely needed it, especially since I've been doing a lot of file reorganization, Plex server updatery, and writing work! I also never turn it off (mainly because of the Plex so others can access my entertainment collection), but it's something that should be done now and again. What I'm delaying, however, is the latest Windows 11 update, because a) I really don't need it, and b) if I did update it, I'd then need to dig in and turn off the stupid AI crap that I definitely do not need nor want. It's not a critical update, so I'm going to avoid it for a long as I can. Or at least until I have the spoons to do the settings adjustments.

In reading news, I have been obsessed with the manga and anime The Fragrant Flower Blooms with Dignity lately. It's firmly placed in Everything Is So Dramatic levels of teenage drama, but I appreciate that because the story precisely about dealing with that kind of stuff as a teen. It's very well written and each character has their own fleshed-out backstory and conflict to deal with. And it's also a really sweet love story as well. I highly recommend it.

In health news, I think I've FINALLY shaken this stupid cold/allergy, though I'm still getting stuffed up every now and again, including today. I'm just not continuously clogged as I was last week, however. Meanwhile, I have been feeling rather tired a lot lately, and whether that's due to Day Job Stress/Overwork or said congestion keeping me up at night, I'm not sure. Maybe both. I don't feel it's a major worry, but at the same time I am keeping an eye on it just in case it becomes one. Besides, I ain't as young and agile as I used to be!

In writing news...I'm just a few chapters shy of being caught up once more with the latest revision of Theadia. Which means I have two things to do staring soon: one, I need to go back and start writing the 'WRITE THIS LATER' gaps, and two, I need to actually, y'know, finish the dang novel itself! I've been working on this one for quite some time now, but I'm really excited about it as well, and that's always a good sign. I'm still roughly on schedule for "sometime next year" as its drop date. I might even look into commissioning a cover for this one! Heh.

And finally in Day Job news...well, let's just say there's still a lot of Hurry Up and Wait in regards to wanting a transfer. Right now there's a lot of Managerial Drama and Metrics Obsession going on which is taking precedence, as well as Holiday Season starting up. I'm a bit annoyed that I've been put on the backburner because of it all, but there's not too much else I can do except occasionally poke at the main players and remind them I'm still there and waiting. I'm also still a little annoyed about the lower hours, but I'll set that particular commentary aside for now.

In the meantime, Sunday also means Sunday dinner, and A is currently making beef stew which has the entire house smelling amazing right now.


Hope everyone has a good week!

Everything is back to semi-normal here (though there is some IRL fuckery going on that I'd rather not get into here on the blog just yet). The day job is the day job, the writing is the writing. Everything seems to be in a state of movement, which is always better than a state of stall, yeah? I'm back to almost forty hours at the day job again, and Theadia is coming along quite nicely.

Speaking of which, this current go-round is including my inserting a few [INSERT NEW SCENE/CHAPTER HERE] placeholders. There are a few secondary characters I never got around to expanding on who I think could be useful for the grander plot, so I'm giving the novel a bit of breathing room to give them a bit of stage time. I'm taking my time with this one, so if I don't quite get it out on schedule, I'm not going to worry. I really don't want to do this one half-assed.

OH! And speaking of writing, I finally got the rough POD ARC for A Division of Souls (the remaster), and it looks REALLY good! I'm quite glad Draft2Digital is providing this -- and via a much easier process than Amazon/Createspace, I should add -- so once I give it a final go-over (and fix any last-minute issues), I'll have it up and available to buy in print! Woo! 

And following up on that, I've also prepped a new copy of The Persistence of Memories for remastering, which I definitely want to have out by 2026. I think this one will need a bit less polishing than ADoS did, but considering it's my favorite in the trilogy, I'd like to make sure it's also just as tight and up to current standards! More on that soon enough...

Good question, considering I've had the last several days off! It feels weird having this many off in a row, but I've been keeping busy-ish. I've gotten a lot of house cleaning done! I still have a few things to do here and there, but the laundry is finished, dusting and swiffering have been done, groceries have been purchased, the garden has been watered, and the cats have been given more than enough attention throughout the day. I've also gotten a significant amount of revision done for this go-round for Theadia, which includes making much more detailed notes in the few "write this later" chapters I need to insert!

Mind you, I have most of next week off as well (this time on purpose, we're taking a few personal days off), so it feels kind of weird to not be at work so much. I'm pretty sure I'll be exhausted again once I'm back to full time hours again.