Holding Pattern
Jul. 18th, 2017 02:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jon_chaissonSometimes I feel like I'm in a holding pattern. A slow loop around the airport, waiting for my turn to pop into the queue so I can land. I used to feel like that in high school, waiting for that bit of compulsory education to be finished so I could move on to the college thing. It's like a slow waiting period I have to go through before moving closer to my goal. I took it with patience instead of impatience...just something I had to get done.
Currently feeling the same way right now for a few differing reasons -- upcoming vacation, writing situation, long-term career outlook, that sort of thing. A lot of personal reasons as well.
Today I was thinking about this, and realized, wait...why am I waiting, anyway? I mean, sure, some of this wait is due to hard and fast dates (like the vacation, two weeks away) or needing to actually finish the cycle (that is, finishing the first draft of Meet the Lidwells). I'm talking about other things. Why am I future-dating my plans when I could start some of them now?
Sometimes this holding pattern is of my own making, and the landing strip is wide and clear. Perhaps it's time to land.
Currently feeling the same way right now for a few differing reasons -- upcoming vacation, writing situation, long-term career outlook, that sort of thing. A lot of personal reasons as well.
Today I was thinking about this, and realized, wait...why am I waiting, anyway? I mean, sure, some of this wait is due to hard and fast dates (like the vacation, two weeks away) or needing to actually finish the cycle (that is, finishing the first draft of Meet the Lidwells). I'm talking about other things. Why am I future-dating my plans when I could start some of them now?
Sometimes this holding pattern is of my own making, and the landing strip is wide and clear. Perhaps it's time to land.
