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falling behind again
Jul. 28th, 2024 04:32 pmBleh. I'm falling behind again on my writing. I admit some of it is because of my occasional weird work hours, but some of it has just been nothing but sheer laziness and screwing around with my music collection. Thing is, that's usually my default when I just want to take a brain day off or two. A fun and pointless distraction to wind myself down. But I've been doing it a bit too often again out of habit, so that needs changing.
What's interesting is that I don't think it's a case of the Don't Wannas this time, but more like Don't Feel Like Its. The former is merely me falling prey to my procrastination, while the latter is me allowing myself some time off from the writing. And I'd rather have the latter than the former, because I very rarely take time off from creativity! I think I just want to spend a bit more time IRL -- and that includes away from social media -- and hanging with A or playing with the cats or having a bit more of a social life in and outside of the Day Job needs to happen.
That's not to say I feel like a wreck or a failure, far from it. I'm just someone who likes to reinvent themselves now and again.
What's interesting is that I don't think it's a case of the Don't Wannas this time, but more like Don't Feel Like Its. The former is merely me falling prey to my procrastination, while the latter is me allowing myself some time off from the writing. And I'd rather have the latter than the former, because I very rarely take time off from creativity! I think I just want to spend a bit more time IRL -- and that includes away from social media -- and hanging with A or playing with the cats or having a bit more of a social life in and outside of the Day Job needs to happen.
That's not to say I feel like a wreck or a failure, far from it. I'm just someone who likes to reinvent themselves now and again.
