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Still waiting, still searching
Nov. 13th, 2019 06:28 pmI'd be lying if I said I wasn't feeling anxious about the fact that I still haven't heard back from the Possible Job Opening I interviewed for recently. Of course now I'm second-guessing myself and thinking about all the moments where I might have messed up (tripping over words, rambling, saying dumb things) and generally feeling like an idiot and thinking I'd messed it up. Who knows...maybe I did, maybe I didn't.
ANYWAY. I'm trying to keep a positive spin on it. If I'm still in the running and they just haven't contacted me yet, that's cool. If I'm not in the running, well...I need to keep soldiering on until I finally find something.
The last few days being at the office for the Day Job has been a bit of an eyeopener, interestingly enough. Despite my frustration that I REALLY don't want to be there and have no reason for it, I've refused to stay mired in misery and anger, because that will get me nowhere. I just need to press on. I can't fall back into the bad habits and let it go for an extended time. Stasis gets me nowhere.
Still searching.
ANYWAY. I'm trying to keep a positive spin on it. If I'm still in the running and they just haven't contacted me yet, that's cool. If I'm not in the running, well...I need to keep soldiering on until I finally find something.
The last few days being at the office for the Day Job has been a bit of an eyeopener, interestingly enough. Despite my frustration that I REALLY don't want to be there and have no reason for it, I've refused to stay mired in misery and anger, because that will get me nowhere. I just need to press on. I can't fall back into the bad habits and let it go for an extended time. Stasis gets me nowhere.
Still searching.
