Midweek Update Feels Impatient...

...but the only thing holding me back from doing anything about it is my own damn self, so at least I know who to blame. :) 

After a hellish start at the Day Job on Monday (in which I was tempted to ragequit at least twice, ignored repeated pings from people and may have responded not entirely kindly to an internal email that pissed me off), I forced myself to calm down for the rest of the day.  Not the best way to go about things.  I chilled for the remainder of my shift and then took it out on the treadmill at the gym afterwards.  And felt SO much better for it!  Yesterday was infinitely better so I just told managers that I'm hiding in Do Not Disturb so I can Finally Get Shit Done.  I'm only a day behind now, yay!  *facepalm*

ANYHOO.  Some more life choices coming up that I really shouldn't put off any longer.  I say this because if I do continue to put it off, I'll either start second-guessing myself (which I HATE, because that's the number one way for me to kill my own dreams and goals), or worse, I'll just shrug and roll over and take it.  And I realize I am SO DONE with doing the latter.

More on this at a later time, he says vaguely.  ;)