Hey juniperblue

Just checking in, hoping everything is okay on your end, considering yesterday...!

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At the end of a decade I found myself wondering
Wandering and misplaced, forgotten and mislaid
I could have been part of something larger
Or given into temptation, loosened my restraints
But I was tied to the old worlds of my youth
My thoughts predestined with what I'd experienced
Frustrated and angry that my perception of life
Was not the reality that surrounded me

It couldn't have been more than a few months
Before I lost my own foundation and my house fell down
Staring out windows and watching life go by
Barricaded by headphones and the anger of the music
When I realized that the plans I had drawn out
Could not fit that reality that surrounded me
Wandering and misplaced, forgotten and mislaid
At the end of a decade I found myself wondering

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